Well, the truth is I have never been with a man, but I do consider myself bi-sexual. I further consider myself a very open-minded individual willing to try all sorts of things....

If I compared myself to my friends and general people certain things are usually almost always off limits... like the butt. I think most people start out that way in fact since it's typically the general feeling of society. But when I was young and in the shower I was cleaning and decided to.... "Go There!"

Surprise! All kinds of amazing sensations. Unfortunately, I often feel like I am the "Evil One" or something. I've never met a girl that would be okay with it or even really understand that it's an area of sexual interest. I am sure they are out there... But I have not seen them.

Back to the initial topic, I would definitely prefer a first experience with a man (if it ever happened someday) to be a very sensual and loving experience. I am used to having to be the top which most women seem to prefer, and I would like to be more of a bottom... (which to be fair, is more fitting to me personally.)

Being held... caressed... kissed... Having that special spot of my neck given attention which literally turns me into jelly.

Dunno why I just wanted to post a topic about this where I can get it off my chest and not feel like I am being judged... you know? Quote