So last night was My second broadcast and I had high hopes, Was full of anticipation for new encounters clever conversation and some sexy sexy times. I have to admit however that my second broadcast was not as exciting or entertaining as My first. Several things came into factor , first I think there was less traffic then the previous night (always a downer) and second I started to Notice that lots of members were coming into our room often not saying anything and would leave after only a few minutes, after a while this caused me to start to wonder, is my camera angle off, am I wearing too much, am I not wearing enough (LOL) Am I coming off as obnoxious, do they not like the music, AM I A TERRIBLE DANCER DUN DUN DUN!!!! (YES, LOL). Really what it boils down to is I started to doubt myself, and that my friends is a total Buzzkill to the room, though I tried to not let it show, I think that Energies and Vibes like that can just be felt, whether face to face, over the phone or even thought a cam on the Internet. It took a Good nights sleep in my huge and empty (but Comfy) bed to come to this realization, and really the only person to blame for this is me. I now realize how silly and counter productive it is to the fun I could have been having with the people that did Hang out in my room (you guys know who you are ;) ) I guess what this little experience has exposed to me is that I'm just as insecure as anyone else. However I am also smart enough to lean from this. People are looking for what they are looking for, They will come into a room and they will leave a room some will be super nice some will be rude, and others will not say anything at all and that is awesome. This is the Game, I have clearly jumped in both feet first, so it's important that I play it properly, and I will ;) To some of the more experienced models this is probably a pretty obvious lesson that they learnt a long time ago however to someone totally new at this it was something I Had to analyse and realize.... Hope you guys enjoyed... Much love and Kisses...Max B. Quote

i have never met you i was just looking at the forum...you sounded like me when i first joined and i was a customer... jejejeje your questions are perfectly correct ... all i can tell you is that i HOPS this isn't your first rodeo so to speak jejeje if it is then just be yourself and listen to your site manager...and realize you are one of many here. you are nice guy and handsome so bb go with the good LORD gave you is my only advice. Quote