I wake up with a raging hard on and the desire to go to the gym. While I lay in my bed stroking myself I often ask myself.
"Am I going to be good enough for someone today?"
I go to the gym and work out to get the morning started with my built up sexual tension pushing me further to work out harder.
I get online and notice that I have SO MANY PEOPLE IN MY CHAT ROOM!!
"Yay, i'm pretty!"
but then sadness hits when after twenty minutes everyone seems to ignore my hellos and sit there.
I try my best to to interest you enough to want to talk to me.
flash you my chest or abs
and yet... nothing.
I can't speak for all models but I can say that I'm not the only one with this feeling.
the feeling of being unappreicated.
the feeling that you are naked in a room full of people and they are just standing there.
think about that while you at work, it's rough!!
so please.
don't just be a wallflower.
you guys really are the best, don't know how i'd pay my bills without you.
the best relationship i've been in.
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